The fair maiden in a meadow pondered
As the summer breeze lightly caressed the grass.
To gentle Moon high above her eyes wandered
And remained fixed in this looking glass.
Dear Moon, she asked, dear sister in the sky
Please be so kind as to my plea reply
Will ever my destiny from this meadow be unfurled?
Will I ever discover all the marvels of this world?
Could there somewhere be…
“Seven Hells Lia, where you at?”
The powerful voice quickly brought the help back from her thoughts in the inn’s pantry as fumes of roasted meat and cheap wine were rushing from the kitchen and common room. Her sight went to the top of the stairs and met with the tall, stout silhouette of Shaunagh, the innkeep. Shaunagh was as strong and sturdy as Lia was lean and tiny, so it was not at all like looking in a looking glass, and Lia was not about to call the innkeep “dear sister”.
“There’s four odd companions come for meat and mead, so get a-moving, service’s waiting. And be careful, they all male.”
Lia climbed the stairs in a heartbeat and started pouring four tankards of ale. She glanced at the common room to see for herself what those four males looked like: one youngling with too much hair on his skull and not enough on his chin, an old boar with the reverse pattern, and two dark-skinned good-looking blokes with tattoos of ships and sea creatures on their arms. Typical adventurers on their way to or back from another quest, or maybe highwaymen here to pillage the place and rape Lia and Shaunagh. They’d know soon enough. Lia carried the four tankards to their table, tilting her back a bit to support the weight. They didn’t even acknowledge her with a look when she put the tankards on the table. They were quite in the good mood; the quest must have been successful.
“I’ll never forget how his head bounced off the walls when you clubbed it with your war hammer!
– Yeah, well, he didn’t see that one coming.
– Signal us next time, I was caught off guard, I was laughing so hard I almost didn’t see the other one coming. Had to smash his face with my bare hands because I didn’t have enough time to take out my dagger.
– Was that belter.”
And they all shook with a thunderous laugh that probably hurt the inside of their lungs. Lia then brought their supper, meat and potatoes of course, with a plump loaf of black bread. They ate and drank and made merry for the best part of an hour, recollecting more anecdotes of the same matter and were on their way. Shaunagh always collected the money from such companionships herself, and when she did Lia kept her trusty blowpipe handy. Yet these lads didn’t cause trouble, they paid what they owed and didn’t lift a hand toward the women. Maybe a few stares to Shaunagh’s bosom now and then, and no innkeep will start a fight and waste coins about that. Shaunagh had nothing else to get stared at anyway. Lia thought about the whole encounter, the battle scars, the sincere laughter, and the racist jokes, and deduced they were most probably men at arms back from some sort of raid near the East border. Army trained, or Navy trained incidentally, maybe deserters even, the kind of guys who were true and loyal to their outfit; and brutal and merciless with the enemy. Lia wondered whether they would have been so well mannered had their last quest been less of a success. Better not to know.
“Lia seven Hells the table won’t clean itself will it.”
Shaunagh. Lia should know better than to stand idly thinking by now, yet she still got caught in the middle of it every now and then. Nature is a difficult lady to tame. Lia cleaned the table and the remainder of the common room because she was bored. After a while she was again left with nothing to keep her busy. It was sunset now and the horizon was painted with the colours of a thousand pyres. It wasn’t that late but Shaunagh was already counting the money of the day. True that at this time of the year, there were hardly any traveller on the road. Come summer, the inn would be bustling with people night and day, but at this time of the year, it was very well possible they had seen the last of their customs for the day. A quick movement caught her eye and she spotted a rat wandering about a window. She silently wished for the animal to go away without entering the inn. The rodent paused for a moment, seemed to consider its options, and decided to make its way in the inn. It made a dash for the kitchen and Lia let out a sight. The sight went through her blowpipe and the animal fell down and stopped moving. A tiny dart had stabbed its skull. Lia used to coat her darts in a sleeping poison and aim for the hind quarters, to take fewer lives and release the sedated animals in the wild. She stopped when she understood that such rescued creatures would freeze to death outside before even waking up. She decided a quick death was more merciful and revised her moral scale accordingly. Life destroys life, there’s no way around it so it seems. Lia disposed of the tiny corpse, cleaned her dart, and headed for the pantry again. She didn’t have to bow her head to avoid the pieces of meat hanging from the ceiling like Shaunagh. There was something comforting in this cellar filled with bags of vegetables and fruits. The air was heavy with spices and it always surprised Lia how mild the temperature was. Also, when she was down there, with all the food stored and only one tiny door on top of a flight of stairs to get in, it felt like one little girl alone with, say, a blowpipe and a few poison darts could withstand the siege of an entire legion. The feeling was nice, usually until the booming voice of the inkeep reminded her of how a mere few words were enough to expel her of her stronghold. Shaunagh would leave her alone yet for today, patrons were come and gone. Lia went under the wine shelf, behind it were her personal quarters. It was a space so small, Lia hardly believed she could fit in it, but she did, and she was all the better for it. The upside of living in a tiny space is that when all you possess in this world fills it, sometimes you forget that you have nothing in this world. Shaunagh had given her a proper bed upstairs but Lia elected to live in the pantry as much as possible. She lit an alchemical candle, one of those that shine bright and don’t produce smoke, and gathered her things around her. In the space there was her cot, which took all of the floor, and an alcove where she kept some herbs, mushrooms, rocks, powders, a pestle and mortar, all things useful to create various poisons, and a small knife and some wood to cut more darts for her blowpipe. There was also a crumpled notebook and a pencil for the other moments. She glanced at it, quickly reading the few lines she wrote before Shaunagh bellowed earlier, and now she couldn’t see how to finish that last line so she focused on her mortar instead. She prided herself with being able to craft a variety of substances with exciting effects for the recipient, from deep slumber to instant death. Shaunagh knew about the blowpipe but not the poisons and Lia intended to keep it that way. She also knew about the poetry but not the notebook. Adults missed half the things in everything, it seemed to Lia. Back to the mortar, there was this recipe she heard some apothecaries discuss the other day, and she was itching to try it. Some sunflower, and water taken under a full moon from a wild spring, the feather of a nightingale, and…
“Lia seven Hells, what’s gotten into you the day, always a-vanishing!”
The recipe could wait, not Shaunagh. Lia rushed upstairs once more, expecting to find some more customers there. The inn was empty.
“Maybe you should go and check on Arya, something’s wrong with her and can’t figure out what.
– Fine, I’ll go.”
There was no saying no to Shaunagh. She was a demanding boss, though never pushing Lia over her limits, and she knew how to show the necessary strength to conduct her business out there alone in the wild. You don’t cross people like Shaunagh, not on their turf. Besides, Lia would be a slave if not for Shaunagh, so it was the normal thing to do. Lia went to Arya, the girl was upset by something, but after careful examination, Lia could only conclude Arya was acting out. She did that sometimes, when she didn’t receive enough attention, or when she sensed some change was about to happen. Night had fallen now. Lia calmed Arya best she could and returned to the common room, where she found Shaunagh and someone else. The concern was not food and drinks for once.
“Go bleed out somewhere else I’m telling you!
– Is it how inns make their fortune these days, by letting customers die? Go get me some jasmine and you won’t need to dispose of my corpse tonight.
– I don’t have no jasmine and you’re bleeding on my floor so you are.
– I’ll clean if you let me stay alive enough to clean it.”
Lia needed a moment to take the scene in. Shaunagh was standing tall as usual, fists clutched, not moving, and in front of her a hooded figure was leaning against a table, pressing with a hand against her side. The whole outfit of the hooded figure reminded Lia of the forest bandits bards sing about, light enough for long distance travel yet resistant enough for sudden close quarter battles. A wanderer with Army training, again. Deserter for sure this time, hence the hood and the scarf hiding the lower half of the face. The Hood and Shaunagh were still arguing when a word echoed in Lia’s mind.
“I’m telling you I don’t have no jasmine!
– I do”, said Lia.
Both the others seemed to remark her for the first time.
“Lia what the seven Hells…
– Would you be so kind as to go get it, young lady?”
Lia rushed to her space in the pantry, took the sought after flower, and rushed upstairs again. The Hood took the flower in a gloved hand and said a quick but polite thank you to the girl. The stranger then pressed the flower against the injured side and muttered a few indecipherable words in a low voice. Was that a spell? Shaunagh took a step back a said a few quiet words of her own. Lia kept her eyes on the jasmine, the flowers turned a blackened red, like they sucked up all the blood the stranger was losing, and the stranger removed them from the injury. There was no injury anymore, the skin was now completely closed and seemed healthy, though very creased, as if it had impressed each bump and crevice of the jasmine forever. The stranger put the very red jasmine on the table.
“You can throw that away now. Thank you kind ladies for your help.”
Shaunagh took the flowers and quickly disposed of them.
“Be on your way now.
– To be honest I could use a bowl of nice warm broth. Look, I won’t bring the evil eye or whatever you fear on your inn, added the traveller when Shaunagh winced. The traveller removed the hood and scarf and it was now quite clear that she was a woman also. The voice was deep but Lia was almost ashamed to have failed to understand it earlier. Shaunagh was not so surprised but somehow seemed relieved to notice a very human visage beneath the mask. Still, she insisted:
“I don’t trust magicians, wizards, warlocks, and anything of your kind.
– That wasn’t even magic, that was just a botany trick. Just some food and water and I’m gone.”
Two seconds of silence passed. Lia wanted to tell Shaunagh to welcome the visitor for dinner, maybe give her a room for the night, but she kept her peace. Something relaxed in Shaunagh, and she told Lia to go get some water. When the help came back from the well the traveller and the inkeep were seated and discussing the current state of affairs in the realm. Lia had no idea what happened in the minute she was gone but all tension had left the place. Lia felt like disappearing in the pantry as soon as the jug of water was on the table but the eye of the traveller caught her own and she stopped in a heartbeat. There was something about this traveller, she couldn’t say what. Shaunagh was mid-sentence.
“…damn guards more concerned with shagging whores than keeping the king’s peace anyway! How many of them cunts were there?
– Five of them.
– Five of them against one lass. That’s some proper male courage here, no doubt.
– How did you escape? asked Lia in spite of herself.
– I killed them.”
She looked like a seasoned traveller alright, yet Lia had trouble picturing her single-handedly slay five highwaymen. She seemed to read her mind.
“I don’t say it was an easy task. I got sliced in the process.”
Even so, one hit on the side seemed quite a light price to pay for such an encounter. Lia decided not to think about it anymore.
“Alright then, your broth must be warm now”
Shaunagh went to the kitchen, brought a smoking bowl of broth and some bread to the traveller, and left again with a nod. Lia was about to follow her but again, the traveller was quickest.
“I’ve seen my fair share of inns and my fair share of young lassies, and it’s rather unusual to find the latter in the former with some jasmine at the ready.
– I like to pick up flowers.
– Did you learn to mix them into potions and poisons alone or did you have a mentor? The traveller leaned toward Lia. Is it sunflower and nightingale feather I detect?”
Lia felt like her entire body stopped working.
“With the full moon being not so long ago, I suppose all’s missing is some clover, a fistful of pine kernels, and the tear of a maiden. Here’s some clover, said the traveller while opening a small pouch. I guess living in an inn you have all the kernels you need, and you’re on your own for the tear. Remember never to laugh when mixing this.”
Shaunagh’s voice came from the kitchen.
“Lia, member to go check on Arya.
– I did, she’ll be right, just a bit unsettled by something.
– Who’s that Arya, enquired the traveller, another little girl with secrets of her own? Training to be a stealth assassin maybe?
– Arya is our donkey.”
Arya neighed from outside, as if to concur. The traveller had the faintest smile, and shifted her sharp focus on her dinner and that was it for pleasantries. Lia returned to the pantry and finished her preparation. The traveller haunted her thoughts all the way through. With the decoction ready in the mortar, she went back to the common room. The traveller had finished her dinner and was examining a map and a travel book. Lia experienced a strange moment where she was sure she had to go to her with her mortar, and unsure what to do or say. She decided to tackle things in order of appearance and walked the few steps that led to the traveller, who noticed her and took care of the rest.
“Is this your preparation? Is it finished?
– I think so, but I don’t know what it does.
– How come you know a recipe and not its outcome?
– I just overheard it some other day. I made it for fun but I don’t know what it’s for.
– Well, I clearly didn’t expect to find that in such a place.
– This paste?
– No, this paste is a very common apothecary remedy for bowels malfunction. Did you cry a tear into it? The tear is actually just a theatrical effect to impress naïve customers and inflate the price of their service. Very common practice amongst apothecaries.”
Lia felt suddenly very silly with her freshly produced bowel medicine in hand.
“Why did you tell me not to laugh?
– Vital rule. The tiniest projection of saliva can have dire consequences, so keep your mouth shut at all times. You should be wearing a mask for that kind of work. For that intestine bandage, it wouldn’t have meant a difference, but with some other material, it means death, so make it a rule right now.”
There was another rule Lia was very familiar with. In the innkeep business, never, never, never ask travellers who they are.
“What brings you in our region?
– I run an errand for some guy I know.”
That seemed to be the end of it. Lia went to help Shaunagh in the kitchen but the innkeep walked out of it at the same time, carrying empty ale kegs outside. The traveller caught her eye and kept silent until Shaunagh returned.
“Do you happen to have a spare room for the night?”
Shaunagh considered the request before answering yes. There was some reluctance in it. Lia showed the traveller the room and came back to get a cup of warm milk. Shaunagh’s face was sterner than usual.
“You don’t like her being here.
– Witches never bring any good with them they don’t.
– Is she a witch really?
– I don’t care how you call it, doing that kinda mess with them plants, it’s not right.”
Lia thought of her own little herbalist stand in the pantry.
“Then again, it’s more wrong even to let someone sleep outside. Especially when she made her day ridding us of five pieces of shite like them rapists, gotta grant it to her.”
Lia didn’t know what to say, so she said naught. Shaunagh told her she’d had to go to Pinedirt Crossing’s marketplace the next day.
“Fun thing, I’m heading there tomorrow also.”
The traveller had appeared at the kitchen’s door without a noise.
“Maybe we can go together, for safety. I didn’t mean to intrude, sorry, I just got impatient for my milk, she added.
– I’ll bring it to your room, sorry to keep you waiting.
– It’s alright”, said the traveller while leaving.
Lia turned to Shaunagh. She said nothing but her eyes said it all. Shaunagh sighted.
“Well, if you fancy the company of witches and druids, there ain’t much I can do about it, right? It’s not like I ever managed to keep you away from that stool of yours in the cellar anyway. Remember to get carrots and turnips.”
It had been a cold night and the mist was competing with the first sunbeams in the morning air. Lia double-checked the harness on Arya while the traveller breathed slowly in, like stretching her lungs. She was back in full hooded apparatus, yet didn’t hide behind a scarf this time. Shaunagh was giving her final instructions to Lia.
“…and remember to be back before sunset, right?
– Yes Shaunagh.
– No stop by no hells-damned alchemist booth or alehouse, right? And no exchanging pleasantries with no thrice-damned boy or I’ll gut you myself.
– Yes Shaunagh.”
The traveller came close at this last piece of advice.
“- No boy?
– Never, asserted the innkeep. Good for nothing perverted bastards, don’t you agree?
– I do. On the other hand, a perverted female may cause as much damage as a perverted male. I think to truly prepare our young friend to survive this world, we should teach her to be defiant not only of boys, but of everyone.”
Shaunagh seemed to consider this opinion for some instants before she replied.
“Seven Hells that’s damn right.”
Lia wasn’t sure what to think of that. Some final words were exchanged and the two ladies were on their way. They walked for a while in silence, then the traveller noticed Lia’s timid glimpses toward her flank. She brought up her sheathed sword.
“Yes, it’s with this weapon I dispatched the five felons yesterday. She’s been my best friend for as long as I care to remember and she saved me from much worse predicaments.
– Is it a short sword?”
The traveller unsheathed the sword that screamed with a glorious battle cry.
– She, young lady, she’s a she. And she’s a short sword alright. Light weight, easy for one hand handling, because I need my other hand to grab throats and twists arms.
– What’s her name?
– She doesn’t have one, she doesn’t need one. What she needs is a well-honed edge. What would your own name be, by the way?
– Lia.
– Aye, right, about every inn hand is named Lia around here. Is it your real name?
– It’s short for Cordelia.”
That seemed to make the traveller happy.
“I knew there’s more to you than meet the eye. Well, Cordelia of the Roadside Inn, I am Emerauld.
– Pleased to make your acquaintance. Is it your real name?
– Likewise. It is not.
– Why did you want us to travel together?
– Some students twice your age at the Arcane Chambers can hardly remember how to make stew. You were making a cataplasm just from what you overheard one time. True, it wasn’t such an impressive recipe to follow, but something tells me had you overheard the youth of thousand centuries elixir, you’d have been making it all the same.
– It’s probable.
– I don’t often bump into people like you, might as well spend some time with you. Besides, it really is safer to travel together.
– I have to ask, what is your business in these parts?
– I have been tasked by an acquaintance of mine to travel the world and make a list of all the wonders I am to encounter.
– The wonders. Like, people changing skin colour, or smithies making hammers that can make the stars fall?
– Those are mead hall tricks, not wonders. I’m talking about mountains that pierce the sky, about jungles that grow in the valleys of the South, about deserts so scorching fire itself dare not appear there. There are caverns so old in this world, they have gods of their own who dwell in them. And who knows what lies above our heads, above the clouds, above the stars. If I can, I’ll see that for myself also.”
Lia let it sink in, and asked:
“What’s a jungle?”
Emerauld smiled.
“It’s like a forest where plants and beasts look different, and it’s quite damp. Fancy seeing one?
– Maybe.
– You’d find plenty of herbs for your mixtures in a jungle, that’s for sure.
– Maybe inspiration also.
– Inspiration for?”
Lia produced her scrappy notebook.
“In spite of what you and Shaunagh may think, I’m not training to become a poisoner. I want to write poetry.”
Emerauld seemed genuinely curious.
“I met a few bards, back in the day.
– Not so many bards travel along this road. At the inn, it’s soldiers and adventurers and troublemakers, more often than not.
– The world is a place you need see for yourself.
– I suppose it wouldn’t be the worst thing if I were to take a break from hospitality work.”
They said nothing for a while. Lia thought of something.
“What do you need to do in Pinedirt Crossing?
– Get back my horse.”
The kept on walking through the rising sun. Somewhere in Lia’s mind, two dots she left alone the day before finally connected.
Could there somewhere be skies and stars![Highland-Cow-in-Morning-Mist-800x533.jpg](https://fragmentsandust.wordpress.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/05/highland-cow-in-morning-mist-800x533.jpg)
That’d make me forget some of my scars?